Thursday, 19 November 2015

Flamingo Blues

The lights of carousel flashes their brilliant colours to my brain,
Blinding my living cells to the core of hot lava, and kiss and kiss
With its sculptured lips to my lifeless heat, of pure eroticism which
Burns my sorrow into raging flames, I rode on the lilac pegasus with
Ecstasy painted on my face, as the magical creature soared me higher
Through the sky castle. Like Icarus, he flew me too close to the sun
Which burns my flesh into smoke, I lost myself to the giant apricot-
Spotlight and fell gracefully to the face of the earth, and landed upon
An ocean of pink flamingos and blue hydrangeas, soft piano swaying
Gently in the perfumed air of goblin fruits, turquoise water glistens
Madly upon the horizon like rich mermaid's jewels, I crave the mad-
ness of love and decadence in one blue-china heart, peeping its way
Through the evolution of mankind and religion, I find myself again
Among the soft jazz and melancholy tunes on the broken radio, but
Lost myself once more when silence eats the music of the velvet suede
Morning, and I stare like a lost child into the constellations of paper
Cosmic, burning with branded books on each breast, churning with
Chess pieces on jaded grass, novella of science and aliens are far from
My candy-eating brain, goblins and nymphs are fantasy of aestheticism
As I hunt for their haunted source, and found the hidden cottage in the
Dark woods of elves and werewolves, the pale moon will smile widely
From ear to ear tonight as I glide through this forest, twilight approaches
And echoes of footsteps are tapping their rhythm like a Spanish dance,
Towards my stoned feet as I picked these scrumptious fruits and wilt
Flowers into my rotten basket, centaurs fighting with silver weapon while
Goblin men and wood-elves laugh through their serpent tongues, deafening
My soft ears like high-pitched screaming of a fallen woman to her grave,
All creatures halt and crawled menacingly forward as they saw the fresh
Flesh of this young maiden, alone in the woods with a death wish written
In her two ripe almonds of innocence, they shoved and kicked stardusts
Of poisoned sugars into my mouth, the history of violence was true then
As I was beaten and ripped to my knees, left twitching among the sweet-
Scented flowers and juicy fruits under the sad moon, as he cries unto my
Unholy body to wash the cranberry of shame away with its crystal tears,
The rain cruised me into the diamond ocean of degeneration where I swim
With Moby-Dick, and melt away like caramelised apple on the dancing fire
Of resurgence, leaving my voice for the mourning blue whale to choir upon
The angry waves, as I slowly transformed into a holy white swan of songs.

- a.i.a.

Tuesday, 17 November 2015

Hungry Heart

Beauty! I French-kissed it on my red-rosed lips,
Naked women crawled on all fours
To devour it with their salivated mouths,
While some ballet gracefully on their bleeding toenails
To lick my ruby tongue and poke my sapphire eyes,
Men even vomit religious raindrops of tears
As they worshiped my sinful aestheticism,
While I posed highly in all Hell's glory
With a shameless grin on my painted flower,
Biting and clawing the innocence
Of those fools' beliefs with my sharp thorns.
Youth! I made torturous love with my
Greek body on the Parisian canvas,
Staining the yellow wallpapers and
Turkish carpets with our holy liquid of fume,
For there I stood on God's head
Upon the sorrow garden of roses and kings,
And slain the grandfather clock of Youth
With my golden dagger that holds guilty history,
I watched Time plucking its final operatic harp
To my immortal soul as I ripped the virginity of men.
What a curse! The Devil has sneaked in his winged boy
To cheat on my blessings of society's prying eyes,
Shoot rage on my timeless beauty of decorative women's hunger,
Stab blindness on my ageless youth of masked men's inner thirst,
Yes, I sold my face to Michael for eternal soul,
The damnation of regret and pleasured desire as I
Kiss His cold-lithe hands and skeletal feet.
Ah, foolish girl! I would rape your mindless
Stupidity and spiritual innocence,
Had you not done that yourself as you
Swallowed the pills of acidic sugar,
Does it taste nice like my licorice lips?
What joy it is in learning upon your timeless death!
Do not cry to me, you pathetic little Shakespearean,
As I had only murdered your useless beauty,
While you carved your own hungry heart out,
And feed it for the street rats in your home of sewers.

Time present lingers on a thread as the roses withered,
The Sun aged around lazy dancing flames,
Clouds puffing thin smokes of white doves,
Dragonflies tire listlessly on poison ivies,
Yet I remain God-like in the wild eyes of merciless
Men as they slowly fade from the face of earth,
Drooping pink-fleshes and wrinkled masquerades led me to
Ponder on Nature's power of cruel mortality,
Fifty winters has snowed and I am supposed to be
Lounging six feet under with the worms,
The curse! The curse!
What have I done? I have sinned!
I have ripped my one love's chastity to midnight's ashes and
Beheaded my good friend's honesty for maggot's food,
My soul has painted horrible fairy tales of vulgar
Crimes like the wings of broken butterflies,
It must be burned at once!
It must be punished as I howled musically
On my disgusting beauty of men's jealousy,
Beauty! A sinful gift from God as they
Blinded the heart of aesthetic society,
Wrecked of one man's soul for the importance of
Youth! I am forever cursed.
So long now, as I pirouette my way through the decadence
Path against Beauty and Youth to win my mortality in death.

- a.i.a.