Monday, 5 December 2016

Ophelia's Children

We the night creatures
Our souls sing loudest in the dark
Singing to the moon for company
Let the stars in heaven wander
We alone roam this accursed earth
This soil of Gods and monsters.

Footsteps echo through lifeless art
The paintings they lose their colors
Music they play, naught but noise
Zeus’ daughters prancing for a holiday
Plucking lyres and shooting comets to ground
Eight muses now weep for their sister.

She has fallen, a mortal in her ragged woes
Swallowing starred medicines down her throat
Wishing to be an ethereal movie harlot
Alas! Her mortal form can no more contain
Her divine dreams now become her ruin
Sweet innocence lost on a first-class theater.

Ophelia giving birth to hungry new actors
They sprang forth seeking their duets
Demanding the Muses’ hands for a dance
Three sisters dressed in phantom black robes
Silently praying to cut off each string.

“We the night creatures”
“Our soul sings loudest in the night”

A hullabaloo swirls like a blending machine
Threatening to kiss each sister on the lips
Thus a play cut short before its end
But voices, whispers, heard still
Hamlet’s monologue sings a final chord.

- a.i.a. & ariff halim

Friday, 28 October 2016

For Derek.



"The pilot sails high in his pastel paper plane,
Seeking an island located in his brown eyes.
A golden palm tree stands proud like a pillar,
Waving its emerald flag as a farewell signal.
Dolphins flapping their songs on the breeze,
To thump the exit of their native officer.
Now the pilot glides with a fresh tomorrow,
Across the blue horizons of a learned yesterday.
Engine soars fluidly through forked skies,
He embraces a new country in his arms."
- a. i. a.

Tuesday, 23 February 2016

Books read in 2015

A tremendous feeling of pride will truly taken over our body after finishing a phenomenal book! I've learned that it does not only widen our aspect, but it broadens our mind on the philosophical questions that revolve around the novel and its writer as well. Furthermore, I've also realized how greatly beneficial for us to list down the books that we have read in order to remind ourselves of the poignant, beautiful and wild feelings they gave us while we walk down the memory lane through the long (or short) list. Henceforth, this is my humble list of novels and poetries that I have read in 2015. Enjoy!
  1. The Nutcracker and The Mouse King by E.T.A. Hoffmann (1816)
  2. 'My Last Duchess' by Robert Browning (1842)
  3. Les Misérables by Victor Hugo (1862)
  4. 'Goblin Market' by Christina Rossetti (1862)
  5. The Golden Key by George MacDonald (1867)
  6. 'Jenny' by Dante Gabriel Rossetti (1870)
  7. The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson (1886)
  8. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (1890)
  9. The War of the Worlds by H. G. Wells (1898)
  10. The Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1900)
  11. The Marvelous Land of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1904)
  12. Ozma of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1907)
  13. Dorothy and The Wizard in Oz by L. Frank Baum (1908)
  14. The Road to Oz by L. Frank Baum (1909)
  15. The Emerald City of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1910)
  16. The Patchwork Girl of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1913)
  17. Tik-Tok of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1914)
  18. The Scarecrow of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1915)
  19. Rinkitink in Oz by L. Frank Baum (1916)
  20. The Lost Princess of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1917)
  21. The Tin Woodman of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1918)
  22. The Magic of Oz by L. Frank Baum (1919)
  23. Glinda of Oz  by L. Frank Baum (1920)
  24. The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald (1925)
  25. 'Burnt Norton' by T. S. Eliot (1936)
  26. The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1943)
  27. A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams (1947)
  28. The Neverending Story by Micheal Ende (1979)
  29. The Land of Stories: The Wishing Spell by Chris Colfer (2012)
  30. The Land of Stories: The Enchantress Returns by Chris Colfer (2013)
  31. The Land of Stories: A Grimm Warning by Chris Colfer (2014)
  32. The Land of Stories: Beyond The Kingdoms by Chris Colfer (2015)
  33. The Sleeper and The Spindle by Neil Gaiman (2014)
  34. Grey by E. L. James (2015)

Thursday, 18 February 2016

Bird of Prey

Little bird of prey,
Flying high in her pastel paper plane,
Are you searching through the woods?
Or soft cotton clouds in mere wonder?
Come, hither! Come, hither!
The moon is singing to his sons and daughters,
On a broken piano of one thousand years' lullaby,
Let us soar through the fluorescent sky of starlight,
Where blue flamingos and pink ocean vomits love,
Together in this earthly paradise of Adam and Eve.

Little bird of prey,
Did you see the shooting star last night?
A golden dust rocketed through our cosmic space,
Marking its presence on our humble doorstep,
What a memorable sight!
Trees, rivers, ghosts and wild creatures all hailed,
This mysterious entity whose seducing my sister on cold blood,
Who feeds her poisonous fruits and candy canes of dusts,
Look! There she dances through the silver moonlight,
Up, up, up into the night; consuming the black stars.

Little bird of prey,
You've blossomed into an immortal pale swan,
Gliding your tiny feet in the magical lake of the forest,
With a stone crown on your head to kill the men,
And protect your chastity from the merciless hunters,
What once was an innocent youth turns upon darkness,
Biting and gnawing on the unicorn's metal juice,
Their rust and salt are your midnight's precious meal,
Satiated, you conceived on the venomous wine and cake,
While they devour hungrily at the stone of your feet.

Father Sagittarius now cries upon his phantom children,
His operatic lyre soothes the spirit of the victimized sopranos,
Thus, she floats on the unseen pathway for eternal elation,
To revive her timeless demise unto the little bird of prey.
- a.i.a.

Wednesday, 10 February 2016

Georgetown

It has long since I last wrote or updated anything. In the past few months, I was literally drowned in multiple assignments to be submitted for my previous semester. Now that has been completed and sent, I can now focus on a more clear retrospect on what to write about and reminisce on the good memories that I experienced with my dear fellow classmates which took place about 3 months ago.

To begin with, a few of my classmates and myself participated in joining on a road trip for Georgetown, Penang where the town would hold annual literary festival. The Georgetown Literary Festival is an event which brings together all writers and major figures in the literary industry from every corner of the world to discuss and debate on some of the most critical issues in literature in terms of politic, economy, or social views. The event is open to the public and each workshop brings interesting and eye-opening topics and lessons to everyone. This would actually be my second time in attending the Georgetown Literary Festival and considering that the event only takes place in my father's hometown annually, I am pretty determined to make it my goal and attend this occasion every year. And on the happier note, my father himself wishes to attend the literary festival with me next year! Being a huge reader of literature himself ever since he was a boy, I find that this would make a great beneficial addition for both of our sakes.

Now, let me begin by recalling on what happened during our first day upon arriving in Georgetown. We got to our hotel which was only a walking distance away to the festival, went to our rooms to freshen up, then went down to the lobby to regroup with the rest of my classmates. As much as our main priority and reason on coming to Georgetown was to actually attend the festival, we may have strain from our main purpose for quite a bit hehe. Jon became our tour guide and had led us the way to find the best cendol in town! The walk was pretty tiresome considering that the day was blazing hot and we had to wait for the public bus with what seemed for hours and hours. (Note: We did wait for almost one hour for the bus to actually arrive. But we had fun while waiting hehe) We then continued to walk for some time until we finally arrived at the cendol stall but before that, we just couldn't restrain ourselves from not having to take a few memorable photos of the beautiful old buildings in the historical Penang. Most of us who went on this trip are from Penang or at least our parents are (like myself!), but we would still act as if we were tourists and some of us even took silly and laughable poses. Recalling it now makes me miss that day already.



The following day, we attended the festival and got an incredible opportunity to watch Marina Mahathir gave an incredible talk on who are we as a Malaysian nation, in both literal and political sense. I especially liked the part where she links on the subject of how would our countries' mentalities will progressively develop if all Malaysian novels ever writes about are having women as a domestic and submissive roles in a patriarchal society. What with their ridiculous titles and it's always the same plot over and over and over again. The repetition of the genre is completely nonsensical and gives no moral values to the younger or elder readers at all. And to that, I completely agree! Honestly, I am not trying to be a feminist or to discriminate our own writers but in all God's sense, how would we ever develop from this narrow-minded domestic thinking if all the novels that are ever published in this country only centres on the docile workforce of women? Times have changed and we do not need to abide ourselves to the rules of men, thank you very much! Nevertheless, it was definitely a great speech by one of the amazing female figures in our country and I felt so blessed to be attending it.


After the event had concluded for the day,  Jon, Yasmin and myself decided to visit Armenian Street and had a little silly photographs taken of ourselves with the street arts. We would walked and made hearty jokes, it was so fun! I always had a good laugh with them. It is so very nice to have friends whom are your classmates that you could always talk about almost anything in the whole wide world with, especially books!! Endless conversations of books, literature, movies, and more books hehehe. Which reminds me, we stumbled into this great mini bookstore which sold classic vintage hardcover books! And I am not just talking about those second-hand classic books, I'm talking about those really old yellowy-papers with old fragrant smell which predated back to 100 years ago! These books had been imported straight from England and all of them had been owned before by people from the late 19th and early 20th century. How can you not be in love with that! I think I spent almost two hours in there with Yasmin and that is only because our minds were not properly fixated on the reality of all these wonderful books that had laid before our very bulging eyes. With each book that I took, I couldn't help infusing the heavenly smell of those 100-year old papers which literally belonged to those poor dead Victorian souls now. May God rest your kind souls, Good Sirs and Ladies for handing down these books to us a century later hehe. Now, let me list down the books that I purchased from this God-sent paradise mini bookstore:
  1. To The Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf (1927)
  2. Black Beauty by Anna Sewell (1877)
  3. Nicholas Nickelby by Charles Dickens (1838)
  4. The Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens (1859)
The very latter contained notes from the previous dead owner which he/she writes the date of their purchase in the year 1916! Gobsmacking, isn't it? Ugh, I was in Seventh Heaven and just felt so lucky to be purchasing these rare books! I only wish I could've bought more but I'm sure my parents will scold me for buying too many. But no matter, I was completely over the moon!


As our educational and fun road trip was coming to an end, I then realised that this year would mark the third and final time I would be coming to this literary festival with my dear classmates. How soon will we part! I could not bring myself to think about this dreadful moment yet. To cheer myself from this unwelcome thought, I would always remember and recite the beautiful message that T. S. Eliot had written in his phenomenal piece of "Burnt Norton":

"Time present and time past,
 Are both perhaps present in time future,
 And time future contained in time past.
 What might have been, and what has been,
 Point to one end, which is always present."
 (T. S. Eliot, 1936)

This brilliant masterpiece would bring solace every time as it reminds me that the past and future are not what matters in our lives, but it is the present which we should enjoy and engross ourselves within it. For it teaches us that time present is crucial and we should appreciate the existing day of our lives while we are at it before the present-day fades into nothing but a memory. Right, I am getting too deep now. I did not mean that. But God, this poetry is absolutely beautiful. I would love to end this entry then by reminding everyone that do not fret about the past and your upcoming time ahead. Value the moment of your present-days and acknowledge the beauty of every thing with families and friends. Time waits for no man and we must be aware of our surroundings before nature devours us.


Thursday, 19 November 2015

Flamingo Blues

The lights of carousel flashes their brilliant colours to my brain,
Blinding my living cells to the core of hot lava, and kiss and kiss
With its sculptured lips to my lifeless heat, of pure eroticism which
Burns my sorrow into raging flames, I rode on the lilac pegasus with
Ecstasy painted on my face, as the magical creature soared me higher
Through the sky castle. Like Icarus, he flew me too close to the sun
Which burns my flesh into smoke, I lost myself to the giant apricot-
Spotlight and fell gracefully to the face of the earth, and landed upon
An ocean of pink flamingos and blue hydrangeas, soft piano swaying
Gently in the perfumed air of goblin fruits, turquoise water glistens
Madly upon the horizon like rich mermaid's jewels, I crave the mad-
ness of love and decadence in one blue-china heart, peeping its way
Through the evolution of mankind and religion, I find myself again
Among the soft jazz and melancholy tunes on the broken radio, but
Lost myself once more when silence eats the music of the velvet suede
Morning, and I stare like a lost child into the constellations of paper
Cosmic, burning with branded books on each breast, churning with
Chess pieces on jaded grass, novella of science and aliens are far from
My candy-eating brain, goblins and nymphs are fantasy of aestheticism
As I hunt for their haunted source, and found the hidden cottage in the
Dark woods of elves and werewolves, the pale moon will smile widely
From ear to ear tonight as I glide through this forest, twilight approaches
And echoes of footsteps are tapping their rhythm like a Spanish dance,
Towards my stoned feet as I picked these scrumptious fruits and wilt
Flowers into my rotten basket, centaurs fighting with silver weapon while
Goblin men and wood-elves laugh through their serpent tongues, deafening
My soft ears like high-pitched screaming of a fallen woman to her grave,
All creatures halt and crawled menacingly forward as they saw the fresh
Flesh of this young maiden, alone in the woods with a death wish written
In her two ripe almonds of innocence, they shoved and kicked stardusts
Of poisoned sugars into my mouth, the history of violence was true then
As I was beaten and ripped to my knees, left twitching among the sweet-
Scented flowers and juicy fruits under the sad moon, as he cries unto my
Unholy body to wash the cranberry of shame away with its crystal tears,
The rain cruised me into the diamond ocean of degeneration where I swim
With Moby-Dick, and melt away like caramelised apple on the dancing fire
Of resurgence, leaving my voice for the mourning blue whale to choir upon
The angry waves, as I slowly transformed into a holy white swan of songs.

- a.i.a.

Tuesday, 17 November 2015

Hungry Heart

Beauty! I French-kissed it on my red-rosed lips,
Naked women crawled on all fours
To devour it with their salivated mouths,
While some ballet gracefully on their bleeding toenails
To lick my ruby tongue and poke my sapphire eyes,
Men even vomit religious raindrops of tears
As they worshiped my sinful aestheticism,
While I posed highly in all Hell's glory
With a shameless grin on my painted flower,
Biting and clawing the innocence
Of those fools' beliefs with my sharp thorns.
Youth! I made torturous love with my
Greek body on the Parisian canvas,
Staining the yellow wallpapers and
Turkish carpets with our holy liquid of fume,
For there I stood on God's head
Upon the sorrow garden of roses and kings,
And slain the grandfather clock of Youth
With my golden dagger that holds guilty history,
I watched Time plucking its final operatic harp
To my immortal soul as I ripped the virginity of men.
What a curse! The Devil has sneaked in his winged boy
To cheat on my blessings of society's prying eyes,
Shoot rage on my timeless beauty of decorative women's hunger,
Stab blindness on my ageless youth of masked men's inner thirst,
Yes, I sold my face to Michael for eternal soul,
The damnation of regret and pleasured desire as I
Kiss His cold-lithe hands and skeletal feet.
Ah, foolish girl! I would rape your mindless
Stupidity and spiritual innocence,
Had you not done that yourself as you
Swallowed the pills of acidic sugar,
Does it taste nice like my licorice lips?
What joy it is in learning upon your timeless death!
Do not cry to me, you pathetic little Shakespearean,
As I had only murdered your useless beauty,
While you carved your own hungry heart out,
And feed it for the street rats in your home of sewers.

Time present lingers on a thread as the roses withered,
The Sun aged around lazy dancing flames,
Clouds puffing thin smokes of white doves,
Dragonflies tire listlessly on poison ivies,
Yet I remain God-like in the wild eyes of merciless
Men as they slowly fade from the face of earth,
Drooping pink-fleshes and wrinkled masquerades led me to
Ponder on Nature's power of cruel mortality,
Fifty winters has snowed and I am supposed to be
Lounging six feet under with the worms,
The curse! The curse!
What have I done? I have sinned!
I have ripped my one love's chastity to midnight's ashes and
Beheaded my good friend's honesty for maggot's food,
My soul has painted horrible fairy tales of vulgar
Crimes like the wings of broken butterflies,
It must be burned at once!
It must be punished as I howled musically
On my disgusting beauty of men's jealousy,
Beauty! A sinful gift from God as they
Blinded the heart of aesthetic society,
Wrecked of one man's soul for the importance of
Youth! I am forever cursed.
So long now, as I pirouette my way through the decadence
Path against Beauty and Youth to win my mortality in death.

- a.i.a.

Monday, 17 August 2015

The Light of Ithil

The city has fallen silent. The nightingale stopped singing. Nothing was alive, except for the great glow coming from a precious stone lying cold dead on the floor, beside a motionless pale figure.

Delia Wood is a tall and awkward girl of eighteen. A very lonely and isolated girl from everyone else since her parents are too occupied with their jobs that they do not even have all the time in the world for their only daughter. Oddly, Delia does not mind about this matter at all because she has made acquaintance with loneliness for many years now and they have become the very best of friends.
One thing that Delia loves to do on her everyday agenda in order to fill her time and clear her head-space is strolling through a beautiful park which lies two miles away from her home. Quite a small park in acres, but very peaceful indeed. Families from around the neighbourhood of the city would often go there with their little children on Sundays for a little picnic, having tea and scones with butter and jams of all flavours. As content as her heart feels, there is always a little green of envy and pure sadness buried deep inside her as she watches other families bonding lovingly with each other. She wishes for those things to happen to her, and prays with all her might every night for the Holy God to grant her lifelong wish someday soon.

On that particular night, Delia couldn't concentrate on reading her book and decides to take a leisurely stroll in the park and have some fresh air to ease her troubled mind. She grabs her night robe and wraps it around her slim body, and she is out the door. When she arrives at the go-to destination, she discovers several animals up on the trees and on the grass. She studies their movements intently like a hawk eyeing its prey. A squirrel is running for its dear life while holding an acorn firmly under its tiny arm. For a moment, it seems like as if some other animals are chasing after it to steal the acorn away from the poor creature. A snail is gliding on the wet grass very painfully slowly to the point where it hurts Delia's eyes to follow the poor creature's ridiculously slow pace, and thus decides to leave the snail behind and continue on to study the other animals in the park. A rush of chilling air blows by Delia suddenly and she instinctively wraps her arms around herself, a gesture to protect and shield herself from some invisible entity. All at once, she instantly hears a distant singing somewhere deep in the heart of the park. The singing is carried off by the cool wind and chimes beautifully in her ears like a soft ringing bell:

'A stone of weight in gold,
Bright as stars of the old,
A pretty sight to see,
Beware of what it can be.'

Delia is now eager to discover for whose voice could sound so angelic and runs hurriedly to investigate it by following the source of the singing through the night. At last, she comes upon an old oak tree and sees that the singing belongs to a nightingale that is perching gracefully on the oak branch. The nightingale continues to sing its song dreamily and if her eyes have not yet to deceive her, she had thought for a moment that the bird is actually singing to something. For under the feet of the pretty bird, a great glow is producing itself in the dark of the night. Now, this precious light rises luminously and is calling Delia closer and closer, pulling her so murderously near to its enchantment. The next thing she knows, her shaky hand is gripping the great light. It is like nothing that her eyes had ever laid upon before. After the luminous light has dimmed its glow a little, she soon realizes that it is coming from a stone on which she is now holding. And this is like a stone that she has never seen before. Small in size, but even diamonds, rubies, emeralds, sapphires and topaz could not compare their beauties with the fairest of the entire white gem that Delia is now holding. The stone is cold in her hand and she holds it high under the bright moon to appreciate and gaze at its full magnificence. It is like a globe with thousand facets. So beautiful. She imagines on how it would shine like silver upon Moon, like gold under the Sun and like rain under the twinkling stars. In that moment, she immediately realizes that she could never bring herself to part from the stone and swears an oath to keep it to herself for all eternity.
When Delia reaches home that night, she changes into a sheer lacy nightgown and climbs onto bed. The white gem is kept safely in her hope chest on her bedside table which is locked securely with the key around her neck as a locket to her necklace. But what she doesn't know is that the nightingale has been silently following her home ever since, observing her from her bedroom window that night and again, singing its angelic song as a lullaby to her:

'A stone of weight in gold,
Bright as stars of the old,
The girl has caught in its spell,
O' Lord! Soon down will she fell.'

She succumbs herself to slumber and sleeps peacefully that night for nothing fills her heart but joy. At last, Delia Wood feels bliss and all her troubles are worlds away from her mind. Or so it seems.
The next morning, Delia wakes up with a queer feeling in her chest as she remembers that she had a wonderful dream last night.
"Strange. I thought I dreamed about finding a magical stone."
She is thoroughly convinced and thinking that it was nothing more than a silly harmless dream. But at that precise moment, she spots a nightingale eyeing her from her bedroom's windowpane.
"Wait a minute, I remember you. Yes! You're the pretty bird!" she squeals. "I've seen you last night. You were - hold on,"
she halts as she soon registers what the reality means.
"If I saw the bird last night, then that means..."
she whispers in horrification to herself and slowly turns her head towards the hope chest on her bedside table. She takes a careful moment to stare at it while her heart is beating faster and louder, right up to her throat. But she can no longer prolong the anticipation and quickly opens the chest to see the content. And there it is, glowing brightly as ever of pure starlight.
"By my life.."she chokes on her words,
unable to stifle her hyperventilating breath. Outside her bedroom window, the nightingale is watching her in full fright:

'A stone of weight in gold,
Bright as stars of the old,
She now lives on the edge of a knife,
For the stone will soon eat her up alive.'

Time goes by and ever since the stone was in the firm possession of Delia, she barely eats and refuses to leave her bedroom. She talks to no one but only to the stone about everything and in return, the stone will ultimately responds back to her by glowing every now and then. Sometimes the stone will even produce its glow in the colour of Delia's emotions and feelings. Other times, it would even entertain her by telling the tales of the galaxy on its globe-like facets. Her bedroom would then be filled with thousands of bright colours on the walls and with many constellations of stars upon her dark ceiling. Delia would even play a little game of guessing the shapes and zodiac signs based from the stars' constellations. For the first time ever, she feels life in her.

Several more weeks and months had passed since Delia uncovered the stone. All is well until one frightful day; bad instincts are starting to bloom from her heart. It's as if someone has ripped her soul out of her chest and trampled it to extinction. Her thoughts straight away flashes to the stone. Oh, no! She immediately races on her heels to her bedroom, snatched the hope chest and opens it vigorously.
Her lungs stopped breathing.
The stone is missing.
What? Why? How?
Who steals it, she knew not for the existence of the stone has never escaped her lips to any living soul. This is indeed a dark mystery to her.
But what she has done next could never be imagined in any humanly way possible.
She begins to cry, howl and bites herself in agony. But the writhing pain that she inflicts on herself is absolutely nothing compared to the pain of losing her precious stone.
With every cut that she thrusts on her flesh, the more pleasure her body accepts it. She enjoys every moment of tearing her beautiful body to pieces, skin and bones.
Actually, she feels satisfied as she does this.
The bird is watching her sadly from the windowpane.
The stone does that to people.
She cries yet laughs at the same time. But why did the stone betray her?
She cares for the white gem. She loves the white gem like any mother would love her child, even though many children acted sinfully towards their mother when they grow up. But why did the stone leave her? Has it gone to look for another master? A new prey to sink its teeth into?
As all these thoughts are running through her head, she feels a sudden pang of hatred.
"Curse it!" she screams.
It is no longer a mystery that the stone has been eating her mortality all along, yet it is also the only thing that has been keeping her alive. The floor is now drowning with blood, oozing and gushing from her fresh cuts. Darkness begins to close around her, blinding her from sight. And for that last moment, she sees a white light approaching her. She knows that the white light is of Heaven and is ready to carry her to the palace of angels and saints. This is it. The white light draws closer and nearer, but there is no more voice left in her to cry piercingly at the great glow when she finally perceives what it actually is.
The precious gemstone is smiling wickedly, exposing its teeth of a thousand bright razor-sharp stars. Distant singing could be heard for the last time in Delia Wood's ears before the shadow swallows her:

'A stone of weight in gold,
Bright as stars of the old,
Another prey is dead,
And soon more shall pay in red.'

Thursday, 25 June 2015

Shakespeare Birthplace Trust

On February 17th 2015, you can say that my literary dreams had been achieved. And this is how it began.

Four months ago, my family and I went for a short vacation in London. During our time in the British soil, we met up with my uncle, his wife and four of my dear little cousins whom are living there for almost four years now. The last time I met up with my uncle and auntie was in 2012. And so, you can imagine on how much we had caught up on with how our lives were doing and everything. Meeting with my auntie was the best thing during our trip because she is a very, very lovely person. She had asked me on what I am studying right now and gave me such supportive advises, which is why I adore her. But on one night during our family dinner together, my auntie had asked us on what was on our agenda for the next day. Coincidentally, we didn't have any exact plans on that specific day and my auntie also took off work just so she can spend time with us. Therefore, she and my father had suggested that we should go to Warwickshire and visited the birthplace of William Shakespeare! Being an English Literature student and a literature bookworm myself, they completely understand on how much this would mean to me and how it would affect my studies in the future by witnessing and going to the birthplace of my literary idol. My auntie then immediately bought the tickets online for all of us to visit the historical place. I was beyond ecstatic and really could not contained my excitement for the next day. Truth to be told, I was almost in tears.

Our road trip to Stratford-upon-Avon, Warwickshire from Hammersmith took us almost two hours to arrive at the destination. When we finally arrived in Warwick, the first thing I noticed was antique second-hand bookshops. It was everywhere! Moreover, their bookshops and little cafes had the name of Shakespeare on every board. And I do mean, every one of them. Well, almost all of them. Being in that quiet little town, I felt like I was in the 16th century period, what with most of the people are dressing in that way because they happened to be tour guides for the Shakespeare Birthplace Trust. Anyway, the first place we went to was a little convention they set up before going out to the gardens and house of William Shakespeare's father. (Essentially, the house he was born in and raised at). The little convention had all these information of Shakespeare's early life, his family tree and most excitingly, all the works and plays that he had written during his lifetime which what makes the foundation of all literature in the world today.




After learning the historical background of Shakespeare in the convention, we then proceeded into going outside to the garden. Now, the real tour begins. Stepping outside into the fresh air with the sun smiling down upon us, I finally saw the house. The house of William Shakespeare. The birthplace of William Shakespeare. After all these years, I was finally there. Stepping my shaking foot into the door of the house was an absolutely bizarre moment for me though, to be quite honest. Because I really could not believe it. But when we got into the first hall, we were given a bit of introduction about the house and the Shakespeare family by a lady whom was dressed in a 16th century garments and she was apparently the "Lady of the House". To this day, I still specifically remember what she said before we continue on our site visit: "Now just remember, when you are about to go exploring into the house, just keep in mind that you are walking onto these very floors that William walks on, and these are the very walls that William touches." I was gagging! Immediately I found both of my hands touching the very same wall that Shakespeare used to touch with his very own flesh hands 500 years before. Like ahh! I was on Cloud 9, literally. Next, I came upon a room with a single bed which was the very bed that Mary Shakespeare had given birth to William. You can imagine how excited I was by this time in this small confining room, soaking up the raw information that I am only a few feet away from the bed and standing in the very room that Shakespeare was born into.





The tour went on. Afterwards, we then went to visit the garden of Anne Hathaway, the wife of William. But sadly, our trip was in February which means all the beautiful flowers and plants that were planted in the garden there had withered and were not blooming. But I can imagine that it must have been absolutely lovely and colourful during spring and summer. At the end of the day, the last place we visited was the graveyard of the great poet/playwright in Stratford Church. I must say, I was feeling completely emotional and overwhelmed when I visited his grave. It was all just too surreal to handle because it really felt like I was feeling his presence there for a moment. I felt like his spirit was floating near me.


Overall, I found the tour to be very educational indeed. And I was so happy that I purchased a leather and hardcover book of Shakespeare's Sonnets, a beautiful leather bookmark and a mug with illustrations of characters from all his famous plays. What makes me absolutely thrilled was that the book and the other items that I purchased are obviously not available in Malaysia because they were only sold in The Shakespeare Bookshop in Stratford! 








I really couldn't be more grateful towards my family, especially for blessing me with an incredible opportunity of making my literary dream turning into reality. On that note, this is only the beginning of my literary journey and I am optimistic to embark on another one in the future as there are still so much to learn yet in the world of literature. As for now, Shakespeare Birthplace Trust: checked!