A sudden realization hits me of the fact that I needed to pour out the monologues I've been fighting with through some kind of a "portal" for my escapism from the bitter realities. These monologues had been fighting against and alongside with me since the day I learned what love and heartbreak are. I needed some place to escape. A place to cry. A place to laugh. Basically, a place where I can be myself. Thus, ever since I was a child I realized the only way for me to reach that particular unending destination is through writing. Writing has always been my acquaintance for as long as I can remember. It accompanies me through every situation I've been under because that is basically, the only way I would ever know how to express myself. Not that I don't ever confide in normal human beings, but I guess I have always prefer the company of my own. It is because I have always like to keep those feelings, my monologues, to myself rather than to go around and trouble other people about it. With that being said, that is why it is called monologues for a reason. Because it basically means a speech that you're addressing to yourself. Yourself.
As I was growing up, I have began taking interest in poetry and literature. I knew a little girl of 5 years-old who started reading her first fairy-tale literature by a Danish writer, Hans Christian Andersen during that age and also started writing her first ever poem at the age of 13. Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo, that little girl is me. Many people find it queer for me to have such passionate interest in literature but I guess, being a bookworm has definitely taken its toll on me and my parents always taught me to just embrace and be proud with it. And I am. I really am and I couldn't be happier now.
After much thoughts and consideration, I have finally decided to create this blog in order to express and write my poems and stories that I've been writing throughout these past few years. I have finally found the "portal" to travel through. I was honestly so scared and unprepared for people to read my work pieces before because they are truly very precious and personal to me as each of them carries a significant symbol, meaning and journey of my life. However one day as I woke up (which is this morning), I had the epiphany to pluck up my courage and just do it. I literally convinced and said to myself, "It's time". And so, here I am. I am ready. And these are my monologues.
As I was growing up, I have began taking interest in poetry and literature. I knew a little girl of 5 years-old who started reading her first fairy-tale literature by a Danish writer, Hans Christian Andersen during that age and also started writing her first ever poem at the age of 13. Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo, that little girl is me. Many people find it queer for me to have such passionate interest in literature but I guess, being a bookworm has definitely taken its toll on me and my parents always taught me to just embrace and be proud with it. And I am. I really am and I couldn't be happier now.
After much thoughts and consideration, I have finally decided to create this blog in order to express and write my poems and stories that I've been writing throughout these past few years. I have finally found the "portal" to travel through. I was honestly so scared and unprepared for people to read my work pieces before because they are truly very precious and personal to me as each of them carries a significant symbol, meaning and journey of my life. However one day as I woke up (which is this morning), I had the epiphany to pluck up my courage and just do it. I literally convinced and said to myself, "It's time". And so, here I am. I am ready. And these are my monologues.
